Dream: Notch a Win, Jerry’s Crackers

I was in a place that reminded me of a college-like shared living space.  I was in the kitchen, then I got the idea/awareness that the market I was trading, which I had a position in, had essentially finally ‘sprung’ and arrived at my target area.  In the back of my mind I recalled the prior dream about the sex with Sheila, and that 9.2, 9.25 stuff seemed to represent the idea of a degree of completion/fullness out of a possible score of 10.  I observed the chart, and price had indeed dropped, as expected, with quite the amplitude, to an area that was just above a prior swing low.  It took some ‘toying’ with the computer to get the right window with the chart up cleanly, which led to some frustration because it was obviously an extremely time-sensitive situation, so any technology hiccup would be quite annoying.  It got resolved sufficiently enough, however.

I saw that price had achieved the level I was targeting, but then there wasn’t a fresh, live, clean view of what was going on in that moment.  I decided to just unload my position by selling my put option contracts.  The price of my contracts went in a range from the high $0.90’s to low $1.00’s.  I believe right after I executed my order for $1.03 I saw it trade for $1.05, so that made me think I didn’t quite hit it perfectly.  I believe that in this scene that the contracts I was dealing in were the ones I purchased in the $0.30’s, so it felt encouraging and successful.

As this was going on, I recall standing at the counter in the kitchen and turning to talk to my friend Kendrick.  I asked him if he had recalled the particular boxes of crackers that Jerry had bought– in my mind I was thinking of the plain wheat “Ak-Mok” kind. He seemed to affirm/acknowledge that he knew of them, but also indicated a curiosity about their relevance in that moment.  I explained that I had ‘used them for speculation’ — then recalling that they weren’t present in that moment because I had borrowed them and was able to finance my trade with them.  I must have done this unbeknownst to both him and Jerry, so this was a bit of a ‘reveal’, which came with a slight pang of guilt, out of a desire to be totally transparent and in integrity with my roommates.  Given that this was a successful liquidation, I figured I could replace the crackers easily enough.

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